Thursday, December 2, 2010


Well, maybe not EVERYONE. Not manz or his family. Not you guys. But almost everyone else. I have had a very tumultuous week, lots of highs, lots of lows. I haven't cried yet (because fuck crying, seriously, that shit is weak) although I have been close, oddly for a few good things. But I am tired and hungry and on edge and overall feeling a little bit crazy, and for me, what that means is:

That's right, Hulk smash. I'm still kind of processing and trying to make sense of it all because I've experienced and learned a lot of new things that were good, but also had some drama and things that were bad. Normally they'd even out and it'd be a wash, but because of the intensity of everything it's just made me feel a little smashy-smashy.

Once I've figured out what I've learned I want to share it with you guys. Some of it is some serious "knock you off your status quo loving ass" type shit.

More to come later.


  1. even before knowing what you've gone thru, i know how u feel. whenever i go thru shit, i hate it while it's going down but later i can appreciate what i learned from it. so i'm interested in what u might have to share!

    so anyway, i need to get back to GT5. cuz it's awesome.

  2. That first picture is how I feel sometimes when I'm pissed off. I just want to face the world, and scream obscenities at every last one of them.

    *sigh* That felt a bit better.

  3. oh Sun, you poor dear! you must come to our bake sale/open house this Sun. I emailed you an invite. I will feed you slabs of cake and make it all better.

  4. iamnotstrange: Thanks, dude. I think I've had enough time to process. Not like I'm sharing anything anyone with a half a brain didn't know, but I have done a whole lot of thinking lately.


    Kirsten: I got your invite, I haven't had any time to sit in front of my computer till now. I'm going to have to decline, that's the one day I'll have off and most likely I will be either sleeping or doing laundry. :(